life has alwayz been mystery to me, i never know where m heading or what i am doing and why i' am doing.
i know dis sound weird but yeah its true. Like any other person on the Earth i am confused bout my career, i don't know why did i graduate from "Engineering course"-in which i was least interested, but yeah i did maby becuz my mom wants me to do dat. That may sound " i am a mama boy", but i failed in that too, becuz i don't know what to do now. i'm at home for over an year trying to think what to do.Some times i feel i should commit suicide, then on other day"i'll abuse myself for even thinking about the idea" becuz i think "My Life is precious gift of love to my parents and i can't end it in dat way".
Besides all that there is one thing i do daily even when i am highly stressed or highly depressed or happy or trying to be happy, and that thing is sleeping.......... Ooh man i wanna say, i love it......i don't know since when and the best part of sleeping is that it is not an "non-living phase", it is damn active phase of my day rather the most active stage, becuz i dream while in sleep.
Dreaming...
i know dis sound weird but yeah its true. Like any other person on the Earth i am confused bout my career, i don't know why did i graduate from "Engineering course"-in which i was least interested, but yeah i did maby becuz my mom wants me to do dat. That may sound " i am a mama boy", but i failed in that too, becuz i don't know what to do now. i'm at home for over an year trying to think what to do.Some times i feel i should commit suicide, then on other day"i'll abuse myself for even thinking about the idea" becuz i think "My Life is precious gift of love to my parents and i can't end it in dat way".
Besides all that there is one thing i do daily even when i am highly stressed or highly depressed or happy or trying to be happy, and that thing is sleeping.......... Ooh man i wanna say, i love it......i don't know since when and the best part of sleeping is that it is not an "non-living phase", it is damn active phase of my day rather the most active stage, becuz i dream while in sleep.
Dreaming...
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